Is this the right place for a post like this? Maybe not... I am worried out of my mind and ... well... just writing it down might help. Here I am in the north of Scotland - Elgin in Moray to be precise. My step mother is not in a good way, however she is being looked after very well, it's my father who cannot come to terms with what has been happening.
So it is a strain and I am feeling like this is the most stressful thing I have had to cope with for a while and I am hoping that I can cope... and then...
Emergency phone call from Spain. My daughter who is only 32 has had a blood vessel burst in her brain and is in intensive care... (she is also 6 months pregnant with my first grandchild. A suprise I was keeping to spring on you later...) shock... incomprehension... numerous phone calls to family members and frantic bookings of flights and this morning I am flying back to London and then on to Madrid... staying overnight there and then flying first thing Saturday morning to Granada. Poor girl is having serious brain surgery this morning as I type this. And I am feeling like someone/thing out there has a vendetta against my children (and I'm taking this personal!!!) and need all the weapons I can get to fight back... please... if you believe in any kind of diety can you put a little word in for my Sarah-Jean.
Not sure when I will be able to update. But will let you know. All previous comments have been so welcome and so looked forward to.